I'm not sure if it's Day 109 in sissy chastity beginning, and all the physical denials leading to mental denials of my sissy conditioning having a profound effect on my psyche, but all this sissy gurl can think about when it comes of anything regarding physical intimacy is Shecock. Sucking it, licking it, tasting it, being slapped in the face by it, and being fucked silly by it. It's been all encompasing, and reinforced daily by a steady regimen of Shecock & Tgirl images, and conditioning.
I can still remember the almost crippling stomach knots I had in the moments before seeing Diamond that very first time, my very first Shecock. And feeling the mountain of anxiety leave me like waves moving away from a rock splashing into a pond until there was calmness, once I had sucked my first Shecock. Now, 25 Shecocks later and almost 50 experiences in submitting to Shecock, it feels so natural now.
As I've said many times before, I'm so thankful that I devoted myself to Shecock, whereas so many sissies have urges to submit to male cock. The reaction to males is a serious visceral rejection for me, and there has never been even the slightest temptation. Conversely, my adoration and growing love for Shecock is all consuming. The accompanying sense of pride in my sissy slut skills in servicing Shecock is a continual motivator.
When you find the type of cock that you love; that you crave, it should motivate you to do great things with it. When I get a chance to suck a beautiful Shecock, I have the mindset that the recipient of any Devina Cox blowjob will know that they got a talented, enthusiastic, skilled cocksucker at the end of their cock! And Gurls, it you don't yet have all the skills, at least be enthusiastic! Make the one you're giving a blowjob know that you are having the time of your life because of the gift they are giving you. It will go a long way to building your confidence and your skills. Love what you do!
Remember gurls, make the world a better place and get some cock staring you in the face!