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Wednesday, September 7, 2016

My Sissy Sexual Reality

A little over 5 years ago when I decided to give in more fully to my sissy side, the creation of this blog was my way of sharing with the world my decision to follow my inner Feminine voice and to allow it to take me to where my destiny would lead me. While I have so many journeys and experiences yet to live, one thing has become crystal clear in the past 5+ years, my remaining emasculated male ego (EME) has been crushed to the point where it's some withered little thing that resembles a dried up plant in a flower pot.

In the past 5 years, the entire concept of sexual gratification for me has evolved to completely denying any traditional sexual experiences as associated with my born gender, and to almost exclusively experience sex as a sissy by surrendering my asspussy to Shecock and my Mistresses' strapon. I hadn't realized it as such until after Lucy had finished fucking my asspussy and unloading on my face in an act of exquisite sissy joy.  It began to dawn on me that my only gratification came through being fucked like a sissy bitch that I was eagerly craving to be, and that Lady Diva had taught me to embrace and be.

Being a sissy lesbian allows me the freedom to abandon all guilt and shame of being a sissy slut, and to embrace the passions within that come from being intimate with Women and TGirls. When one lives their dreams without shame or guilt, one learns to love their passions and craves them more. There is no better feeling in the world than being taken by a Woman with a cock. To gaze up at their Womanly perfection as they enter my asspussy and with each thrust, cement my place as a sissy slut, takes me to a place like no other.

 With each sissy sexual encounter, all I want to do is have more and more of them. It's an insatiable feeling to know that one's sexual reality is now as a full bottom, and that genetic sexual activities have been fully reprogrammed. Like so many things looking back along the way, I truly look back in awe as to where I find myself, compared to where I was when I put on my first pair of panties that belonged to my sister-in-law Anna. What drew me to those panties? What was the magic they possessed that weaved their spell that transformed me into a wanton sissy Cinderella? I do hope the clock never strikes midnite, because there are so many Dommes to serve, so many Shecocks to suck, so many loads of cum to feel on my face and so many Shecocks to fill my asspussy over and over.

Whichever way you choose to live your sissy life, find a way to remove all shame and guilt, and follow your heart. It will be the most amazing thing you've ever done!

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    1. 5 years since I consciously decided to devote so much more of myself to being more Devina each day.

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    2. I first met my wife as a teenager and I was wearing a bra and panties at that meeting!!!! We had a relationship where she dressed me up and we had oral sex only....we split up over a stupid teen thing...but we re-connected in college! She's the one who named me Kaaren so long ago....she's been very successful in her career where I have not and eventually it was decided that I would stay home and keep house for us....for her....I have always been submissive and she has always been a little bit domme and slowly I became more "Kaaren" than the male I was born as.
      I also have given up the acts of sex as a male and have, like you, found joy in my role as her submissive Sissy lover and willing cuckold!!!!
      Love your blog...it's a daily must!!!
      Kaaren

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  2. bella Devina Cox parole più belle quelle del finale non potevi scriverle...ti adoro ...sei meravigliosa...essere una femminuccia è bellissimo e il nostro istinto e la nostra indole non va mai soffocata...noi cerchiamo solo amore e ne diamo tanto senza filtri è per questo che siamo così belle e sexy e molto attraenti e femminili...tutti ci amano e noi amiamo il mondo...!! baci baci baci e sempre grazie !!

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  3. "Whichever way you choose to live your sissy life, find a way to remove all shame and guilt, and follow your heart. It will be the most amazing thing you've ever done!"

    So very well said, hon! Happy 5 years, and here's to many more!

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  4. Congrads , i am slowly doing the same thing. I start 6 month ago. I would love to progres faster but my wife is in that adventure with me. So i have ton take it slowly. But it is good to see sucess story like you.

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