Sunday, September 6, 2015
The Joy of Women Knowing
For every brave one, there are thousands who can never overcome the shackles of their born gender that bind them. It's fully understandable and all one can hope is each gurl finds her way as safely as possible and in a fulfilling manner.
There are many still who live in and out of the shadows, taking brave steps into the light only when they feel safe, with those who they have found to feel safe with. I, myself are one of these type gurls. Once I was fully in the shadow, all by myself. But once I found Femdomination, I found the ability to step out into the dim light provided by Mistress Morganna, and then Lady Diva and eventually others.
My path was set the moment I as a teen, grabbed my sister-in-law, Anna's panties off the guestroom floor and inhaled the Womanly essence that instantly penetrated my psyche to unlock the memories of fascination I had as a toddler with Women's stockings. My life was created for me to eventually become a sissy. There was no escaping it, but the choice I did have was to determine what type I could be.
My devotion to Women as a sissy gurl put me on a quest to find and embrace Women who were willing to accept me for the incomplete being I was, with so far to go and so much to learn. That was several years ago, before the GLBT revolution.
For me, I love Women and everything about them to the point of devoting such a great deal of my adult life in emulating, and being subservient to them. I understand the initial shock a Woman would have to see a sissy dolled up before Her and the humiliating laughter that would come from Her or a group of Ladies together. That is a badge of honor I'm willing to pay, if to one day have Lady Diva or another Domme be able to explain to them what I'm all about and to help them understand perhaps a little of what gurls like me are all about. We're not something to be feared, but rather nurtured like any childlike person learning their way in the world, who needs that Motherly love only Women can provide.
In the end, it's always been what I've ever wanted , and the more Women who can come to know the real me, the happier I will become. I'm a gurl, I love Women, I serve Women, I'm a whore for Shecock, and I'm a She cumslut, and I will always be inferior and incomplete without You in my life.
With Love to All Womanhood