Wednesday, July 9, 2014
We all walk different paths in life and for some of us gurls, revealing our true Feminine persona to the globe becomes the height of our self awareness, our zenith. Others stay hidden in their basements or bedrooms choosing to live a virtual Femme existence.
Somewhere in the middle I have resided for much of the past few years. There are those who only know me as Devina, and my relationships with those people are just as treasured and valued as any when I'm forced into my "Clark Kent" mode. There are times when I would love to shed all the shackles of the vanilla world and shout out in my pink heels and best sissy dress, " THIS IS THE REAL ME!!! THIS IS WHO I AM!! I'M A HAPPY COCKSUCKING SISSY SLUT TO FEMDOMINATION!!!"
So it forces gurls like us to wear our panties, stockings and other frillies underneath our Clark Kent trappings when we must to do what we must and then shed them in our own comfort when we can and re-engage with our true inner gurl when we can. For me I devote daily time for Devina in all manners.
The whole reason for starting this blog was for a way to share Devina with the world, all while keeping the circle of those who know all of Devina's secrets fully intact. I'm proud to have been able to walk that fine line and take moments to bare my true soul with all of you. Less than a handful of people on the planet are my most trusted confidants and I'm pleased to say they are all Domme's. It's only fitting, no?
Hell, I wonder about just shooting from the hip with people who know me in the 9-5 world and just come out and say, " I've sucked more cock than your wife, Gerry.." or, "I have closets full of Women's clothes and love to get plowed up my asspussy by Women and Shemales .." and all other fully revealing and shocking things, and wonder if I followed it up with a big laugh if anyone would remotely think I wasn't being serious! I wonder....