All my previous Shemale encounters have been in the skin of the EME, and not as Devina. It's an ultimate goal to make that transition to only have Shemale encounters purely as Devina, and suddenly I saw myself with an opportunity to take a step in that direction.
I made sure that my sissy clit was presented nicely inside a pair of satin hot pink panties, so there was no doubt as to my sissyness.
"I'm here on behalf of my Mistress to worship and serve your cock", was my quiet reply.
She quickly began to understand the scenario as she fondled my confined sissyclit held firmly in place by the device. "So I guess it's you that's going to get fucked then, hey sissy?"
Just hearing those words being spoken to me by a stranger made it all worthwhile.
Suzy moaning loudly had me then suck her Shecock from behind and as I gladly gobbled up her She dick, I could tatse the pre cum on her cock which fueled me on even more until Suzy was lathered up to the point of wanting to take my asspussy. She put me face down on the bed and climbed up on me, rubbing her huge Shecock all around my asspussy while lubing it up. I knew what I was about to experience, having big Shecocks in my asspussy before, courtesy of Sunshine and Gigi and I did my best to relax as Suzy began to slowly work that baseball bat between her legs into my sissy asspussy.
What I learned was something far more than I had expected or ever thought about. I was no stranger to Shecock, and even big ones, but this was the first time I realized it was forever going to be different with my sissyclit locked away. There was going to be no direct stimulation and orgasm like I had known all my ife, even throughout my sissy life. Suzy was teaching me a lesson with each thrust of her cock and each moan and cry I let out. I was learning what huge cock does to the sissygasm process and it's like trying to massage someone with a cement mixer. The feeling of being stuffed full of cock was and always have been amazing, but I was learning what many Women have learned naturally, that big cocks are fun (especially sucking, I'm a size queen!), but not always effective in achieving the 'Big Oh". I learned that in order to find that magical place, I needed to have more Shecock in my asspussy of all shapes and sizes in order to find the one that was the perfect fir for my sissygasm experience. Suzy had me rocking back and forth between feeling like I was going to explode from within like a real Woman, and being jolted head to toe with each shockwave of her enormous Shecock.
"I'm going to cum in your mouth and you're going to lick it all up you slut!"
Within seconds of hearing those words, I felt her cock twitch and my mouth fill to overflowing with hot sticky delicious cum as she forced her cock all the way down my throat again to make sure I got my fill. Pulling out and hearing me gasp she rubbed the excess Shecum that leaked out the sides of my mouth all over my face with her still hard cock, smiling down at me as I kissed her Shecock over and over. I was a sissy mess, full of cum and cock, with no trace of a male ego to be found anywhere. My sissyclit was locked away and my only rewards were the sensations from my asspussy and the gooey mess on my face and lips.
I was in sissy heaven!
I was a used, abused, fucked, humiliated, sissy cumslut, yet what I took away from the experience were lessons I could only learn as a gurl, and how I wanted nothing more than to keep experiencing those lessons as a gurl. The ultimate goal to bring my inner Femme spirit, Devina, and my love of Shecock all together took a marked step forward. I later showed Suzy pics of me fully as Devina in various outfits at Lady Diva's dungeon and realized at that moment that it was the first time my EME vanilla self had openly revealed Devina to someone. Suzy looks forward to the next time she visits as she wants only to fuck me as the real me, as Devina.
I can't wait!
To serve and suck Shemale cock in front of my Mistress as a reward for all She has done for me, will have made every unsure step along the journey all worthwhile. Then who knows what happens after that?
Onward and slutward, sissy!