Thursday, March 23, 2017
I've been tremendously fortunate and blessed many times over in my sissy journey. I've had experiences and have evolved into something and someone beyond my wildest dreams. I've made wonderful and amazing connections with Dommes and TGirls of all sorts and I cherish so many memories. I've been proud to share as many of them with you as I can, and as accurately as I can recall over the years. But sometimes the experiences turn out to be a huge disappointment.
I believe I've avoided more than most subs and sissies. Lady Diva says I have discriminating taste, and I like to believe Her, but like anyone who lives their lives in the Alt world, sometimes things just go wrong, and when it's an experience with someone you've had great times with, it's hugely disheartening.
So when it all goes wrong and the experience is an awful one, it's a bit soul crushing to a gurl. And in the days since it's left me questioning why I go though all the trouble? It's been a very long time since I've had an experience that has made me question my sissy existence, and I'm sure it will pass, but when it's with someone in whom you've had amazing experiences in the past, to suddenly go to a never forget bad one, it hurts.
Time to let this one pass and let my sissy batteries re-charge a bit